NUS Choir Rocks

NUS Choir Rocks

Ahh.. fresh from Shah Alam, and I'm on a high.

Retelling the Shah Alam experience
would require a lengthy session of my usual stammering and stuttering and it would go nowhere. Let me see, it was crazy and happy and depressing and a laughing session and ooh some tension here and there.

The "depressing" part came when Big Boss made an impromptu revelation during the comm meeting regarding me, and for a while I felt like shit. He didn't mean it of course; he meant it as a positive example of sorts. (It wasn't him anyway: it was the message that sucked, not the messenger.) The pessimist in me took over, and I had to take a walk. But nah, it's all okay now, and so, discounting this minor glitch, most everything about the 2005 Voyage of Songs was super. Loved every moment of it.

So I'd like to profess my sincere fondness and lurrve for NUS Choir. Congratulations to us for winning Gold in both the categories we entered, AND yahooo Best Interpretation of the Set Piece. Even if we missed being the category winner for Open Mixed Advanced (by less than two points!), we still hit the gold despite the majority of the choir being untrained and inexperienced singers. Congrats to Yan Ting for hitting it big on her "virgin" performance (her words) as a conductor of the Folklore Category, and to Wei Wei for his grand splash into the conductor scene alongside the rest of the more established ones. You guys deserve it.

I'm glad the entire choir had crazy fun. We were practically laughing and bonding all four days. Special mention goes to my fellow basses! Haha seriously, we kick-ass guys. I'm also mighty happy that the Filipina girls (Kirsten, Renee, Jenica, Abby) had tremendous fun as well. I'm especially glad that the exchange students (R J & A) had a blast. Haha I'm absolutely sure you meant it when you said you'll miss the choir when you're back in Manila. The Comm members, the Exco and Musico, we did it! Haha Big Boss KK and VP Iris and WW and YT were the ones whose burden was heaviest, so kudos to you all. I'm glad to be part of the comm. The whole choir, really, ahh you rock.

Oh yeah, a Filipino Choir joined the competition too. It was nice to see them as I had some sort of encounter with home. Theirs was quite an unfortunate situation: the choir missed their flight because of some flood, they forfeited their tickets, had to find sponsors last minute, came late. But they managed to come in time for the competition proper, and they were so super cheerful and happy to be there. The exchange girls shrieked with delight when they saw them, and it was, well, as expected, a happy photo session. Hehe.

Speaking of photos, there were probably two million shot, and I'll upload them here when somebody posts them up in the choir forum.

Happy happy. And by this time tomorrow, I'll be in the Philippines already, probably in the plane from Manila to Davao. Hehe just this thought motivates me to endure one miserable night at the airport in Changi later. Hehe.

Next post comes when I'm at home. All my good vibes go out to the world.

Off to Shah Alam

Off to Shah Alam

In a few minutes I'll be passing my laptop to Ivy for safekeeping for the next 4 days, so I shall squeeze in a tiny entry right here. No doubt the next days will be eventful (yes the safe word), and I wouldn't want it to go unchronicled.

So yep, it's off to Shah Alam, Malaysia (somewhere near KL) for the NUS Choir gang. We're participating in this Voyage of Songs choral competition, and as of 1:17AM, five hours before meet-up time, Joseph is still stuck with his packing chores. (Ugh, what's new.)

But that's not the point, really. The point is that, yeah, I hope we win. I pray we win, and I hope whoever reads this blog takes time to send your good vibes and join me in wishing the NUS Choir well.

I'm sure that the NUS Choir will bond more closely because of this, and yeah, that makes this opportunity cool. I hope to get to know some other choirs as well, and enjoy the music they'll be singing. I dunno about you, but when a choir performs a piece in harmony and with a passion that's electrifying, it's like bam! you got me you guys. I'm moved and would gladly burst with joy. Music therapy.

Anyway, I'll be back on the 13th, and then I'll do a repeat of the sleepover at the airport I did last time, then fly to the Philippines early morning of the 14th.

I'm gonna miss Singapore. But I sure would lurrvvve to be home. But for the meantime, help the choir in Shah Alam, Lord. Goodbye world. Goodbye laptop too.

Yep, as I've long suspected, packing up one's bags is a psychological activity too. One that makes you feel very strange. Must get sleep. :)

I miss blogging but

I miss blogging but..

..I'm still busy! Haha. After the exams I promised myself I'd sleep-all-day-why-don't-we-sleep-all-day (a la Jason Mraz), ringbind my bridging year and Year 1 notes (since my Year 2 Sem 1 notes look spanking good ringbound), watch movies at the Central Library, download lots of mp3's, and watch lots of TV shows. And status? Haha, no sleep-all-day session yet, no new ringbound notes, three quarters of Como Agua para Chocolate (Like Water for Chocolate) before choir big boss KK called me up to ready the keys for choir practice, and yeah good servings of my Desperate Housewives and heck, even Heidi Klum and her Project Runway. Haha. For some reason I'm not craving for OC too much, but I sure damn miss my LOST! I want my tailies story already! Haha. Too bad the NUS Comcen techies decided to disable (or GREATLY reduce the download speed at least) file transfer from the net, and thus poor undergrads have to resort to other ways to make us happy minus TV shows and movies and mp3s.

I never really had a good post-mortem to the exam season. Yeah, especially since I'd love to rant about my exams, which all almost drained the life out of me (especially Calculus!). Come to think of it, though, there never really was a proper closure of the stress season, as right after the exams, although the stress level had dipped to reasonably tolerable lows, there was well, Robinson's confinement in the University Hospital because of some lung problem, the intensive choir practices in faraway Siglap (one hour+ bus ride) and the corresponding chores Mr Records Secretary must perform, my much-needed clubbing therapy thanks to Club Momo (wah it was a very strange night, really.. detoxified afterwards), and last night's Sushi Buffet with the past and present Choir Comm, and oh yeah, my teaching stint with a teeny handful of KR choristers to whom I taught Christmas carols! Haha.

Yeah, so many things, but no time to blog! Haizz. Will post some photos soon of Choir and
my exam period hangout, Med Library (I miss that place!). And oh yeah, finally, after a long wait (seriously NEVER buy a Konica Minolta camera, because not only are the cameras not tought enough, their SERVICE IS THE LOUSIEST ON EARTH.. anyway nuff digression), my camera's back! Haha. I'm so happy.

I'm mighty glad I could bring the cam home for Christmas, and take photos of my family and lolas and my lovely Philippines baby! Haha. I was denied that privilege last Christmas (ugh thanks to Konica again).

Hehe anyway, it's a good time to end this post right here. Haha, 'cause my laundry's probably done too! Haha and I must sleep early to make it to Siglap later at 10am! Last practice before we hit Malaysia on Friday for the competition. :)

OK, good night world. Today was a good day. Packing is a pain, but hey, at least my room's finally getting fixed up. Yahooo. All the better to sleep in it. Heh, goodnight.

Here comes the crunch

Here comes the crunch

Let me tell you a secret. Calculus scares me. We're not very good friends, really.. and come to think of it, ever since. For a while before, it seemed appealing and "cool" in a dorky kind of way, but now I'm just freaked out about faring in the exam the way I did in that horrible horrible midterm test. The worst thing about that midterm test is that it could have been easy, had I done this and that and whatever else. How I got 1.0 (top marks) in my Calculus class in my senior year in high school, I'm not too sure now.

My week-long silence from the blogosphere can be explained by what else, the exams. It's been Medical Library or MD7 or Yusof Ishak House for me and fellow muggers Ferron, Arthur, Nestor, Ivy, sometimes Karen and Brian. So, with four exams down and one more to go, I guess my state of mind can be captured by this photo taken at YIH during one all-nighter session.

Ahh. After my Advanced Calculus II paper at 5PM today, the first thing I'm gonna make sure I'll do is get myself some SLEEP. Get rid of my eyebags, and reclaim my sanity!

But of course, if the unplanned-but-sort-of-planned clubbing session pushes through tonight, then by all means, let the party begin!

For now, though, let me indulge in my newfound friend Calculus. We're getting chummy now. I hope. Ahh.. the smell of freedom. Just a day away. Can't wait.

Library Boy

Library Boy

OK, maybe that last post was a bit over the top. Nah, not really, goes my inner Gollum.

Just the same, before my folks panic and send me more words of encouragement (and remind me to watch my language too), and just so I wouldn't freak out some people by seemingly branding them lurkers or noisy moviemates or librarymates when I don't mean them them anyway, or at least, placing them at the receiving end of my random spurts of hatred, I'm posting this post so that that incriminating post will be reduced to runner-up position.

Yeah, that, and to simply just say that I'm not angry with the world, even if that outburst seemed to point in that direction. If you fear you're a lurker, then by all means, please continue to email or send me private comments. Haha, but really, thanks to those who outed themselves. Some didn't have to, really, because yep we're cool. :)

What's the point of this post again? Ahh.. yes. Just so I could post my wonderful library pic. Thanks to Ferron and his trusty camera phone as usual.

Ain't I cute in the pic? Haha, yes... the dorky, cheap-thrill, kiddie sort of "cute" though. Not exactly what every nineteen-year-old wants to look like eh? Blurgh, it's still cute what.

Medical Library rocks. (And I am such a dork. Hopefully this will translate to good grades though!)


Indisposed

Indisposed

Yeah, that's just the nice way of saying I'm not in the mood.

The revision for the exams must have gotten to me, although I'm pretty sure that's not all that's agitating me right now. And "right now" is an important time too, barely three days before my first exam in a string of five.

Yeah. Three days before my exams. What a time to stray from my intended study master plan. What a time to go all ballistic over what other people would find trivial.

Let it be noted that this is again one of those times that I wish for a private blog. Because that way, I can rant more fucking freely.

What the hell, I'm gonna say it here anyway. I hate spoilers. I hate noisy people in the library. I hate noisy spoilers in the cinema. Fucking spoiled my Harry Potter.

Since I'm so annoyed, let me direct my annoyance at those who read my blog but never mention that they do. I hate you too, you lurkers.

If you lurker, would kindly wish to un-lurk yourself and enter my circle of trust, send me an email or comment privately in this blog. This lurker issue is driving me crazy. Maybe I should put a make this a "Friends Only" blog, but that doesn't quite sit well with me, as some random visitors turn out to be nice friends too, e.g. Kiko and Cruise and Tatatee.

Hmm.. let the one who most deserves it not be spared my infliction of hatred: myself. I hate myself right now, for not studying hard enough, for making a stupid timetable only to render it dynamic and flexible and delaying everything, for giving in to distractions whenever I'm supposed to be studying, and mostly, for allowing myself to get affected by things that I cannot control.

God I feel like such a loser. A bitter, fucked-up loser who's losing it.

Dammit, I'm cramming five modules' worth of information in my head, please bear with me.

Jesus help me.


P.S. I've just read this post, and it seems like I've spewed out a lot of stuff here. That should be enough. That should be a release of the toxins that's been stored too long in my head. Supposedly, I should feel better.

It's 5:37PM now. I've decided that I shall forget this episode and carry on with my life at 6:00PM, and feel better. For now I'm taking a shower.


Right Now

Right Now

And the mugging intensifies. Yep, the exams are just homing in on paranoid undergrads in NUS, and everyone's in a frenzy.

Even my mood , too. I have, since Sunday, suspected that the Medical Library, does things to its guests (practically inhabitants, as virtually the same faces can be seen every day, mine included). I dunno, I think it loosens some screws in the head. Or maybe I'm just weird by nature. Or weirder by nature during exam season. Well, at least I can attribute my offness to something now.

Anyway, the mood swings have been crazy. I've experienced a good taste of stupid mindless euphoria sometime today, then it was fatigue, then it was disappointment with self, then it was just fun. Hehe well thanks to my mugging-mates Ferron and Arthur and sing-along-mate Ivy and Karen and Nestor. It's been crazy, really. And I cannot pinpoint one general state of mind or emotion that could well describe today. `

But I sure know what I'm thinking and feeling RIGHT NOW. And that's related to what I learned is the worst thing about being stressed. Mentally and physically stressed, as in right now. Yeah, the worst thing is that the stress is taking my sunshine away, and I am bordering on depression. I just get damn depressed. In a strange way. Not all the time. Random bouts of it.

Oh yeah, some thought crossed my mind moments ago. I think Joseph is gonna need a new blog. For X reasons. Doesn't mean I'm resigning from Moonstruck, Inc. I think. Nah, we'll figure that out later. Who knows, maybe a change from one funky layout to new one might do the trick.

7:39AM already. Ahh.. about time I get some sleep.

Big love to you all. Whoever you are.

Just Because

Just Because

I used to blog a lot. For some reason, there was always something blogworthy going on in my life. Or at least, there was always something I deemed blogworthy. I dunno now whether I've become jaded or grown old (!) or have unknowingly reached some been-there-done-that stage, that it takes much more to catch my attention. Or, well, maybe I'm just lazy. Busy, more like it.

Just the same, I don't know what to blog right now. Nor why I'm blogging, when my Game Theory notes are waiting to be deciphered. Thus I shall revert to the default "reason" some people give when in fact they're reason-less: Just because.

Come to think of it, Just because is one of the nicest reasons one can give. Really. OK so that presupposes that Just because is a "reason" in my book, when it may not really be a reason at all, but what the heck. Do something nice for me and sincerely tell me you're doing it "just because".. and woohoo yeah I love you already.

Well, it's a different case if you eat boogers or don't shower for a week just because. Yeah, you know what I mean.

What I'm saying is that while just because can mean anything, really, it can mean something stupid or mundane, OR it can mean some something that's way up there, something that's inexplicable, but for sure along the lines of happy words such as love and life and light and laughter, or, if you ask Gwen Stefani, somewhere near "Love. Angel. Music. Baby." =P

So yeah. I love my family and friends and KR folks and NUS Choir folks and mugging-mates and tutorial-mates. Heck, I even love Singapore. But of course I love the Philippines more. Hehe. Some of these I love a little bit more than the rest, well, just because.

Sometimes I'd like to believe in some mystical connection between me and people (places and objects too I guess?), really. I dunno, maybe it's the vibe. In fact I've tried to find some pattern in names or check the zodiac or whatever else. I'd like to believe it works. Haha, well, sometimes.

Yeah, that's why it's infinitely easier to simply say Just Because.
`


P.S. Cool. Another impromptu blog entry that I begun with nothing in mind, but somehow I managed to ramble on long enough to produce a few paragraphs. Haha. Now let's get mugging Jose!



Good Day

Good Day

Mugging season is finally finally here. It's supposed to be all throughout the semester, really, but now the signs are screaming in your face. Three weeks to to the exams, wrap-up of lectures and tutorials, rushing of projects and assignments, libraries teeming with people... ahh I love it! Not.

But I don't mind much, really. It's OK. It's just that the pressure is starting to build up, and it's taking slowly up my breathing space. But nah, I'll live. There is life after exams. :)

* * *

A string of holidays it is for Singapura this week. It was a public holiday yesterday November 1st, not because it was All Saints Day, but because it was Deepavali day, some Hindu feast about lights and good/light's triumph over evil/darkness. Something like that. Tomorrow, November 3rd, is another holiday, this time for the Muslims, who will celebrate their Hari Raya.

If I were in the Philippines, November 1st and 2nd would be holidays as well, methinks, because it's All Saints Day and All Souls Day, respectively. I am unsure whether these two are Catholic celebrations only (in contrast with other religions including non-Catholic Christianity), although I suspect so. Christians (there's that odd commonly used distinction between "Christians" and "Catholics", with the former referring to those non-Catholic Christians) do not believe in saints, as far as I know, so Nov 1 is out of the question. Regarding All Souls Day, I didn't really hear a buzz about it among my Christian Singaporean friends here (who largely outnumber my Catholic Singaporean friends), so yeah, maybe it's a Catholic thing.

Anyway, Nov 1 was a day of obligation so I made sure I went to mass. Today, Nov 2, was not, but I went again anyway. I'm happy I did. I'm also happy I went alone. I don't know, it's a personal thing, but it just feels light going to church. I could just sit there after mass and feel comforted. Especially now, that schoolwork is taking more than its usual toll on my sanity. Especially now, that we are to remember our beloved family and friends who have gone ahead of us.

* * *

Now let's get mushy. I miss my Kuya Schroeder. And my Lola Nene, Lolo Yoyong, and Lolo S. My brother mostly, because sometimes I can't help but think what would it be like if he wasn't stricken by that strange kidney disease when he was three (I was one). I'm sure my younger sister Kai thinks the same way, because well, when we were little and we'd have these kiddie fights, she'd sometimes blurt out, "Sana si Kuya Schroeder na lang andito!" Haha funny when I think about it now. And come on, everybody who knows me well can tell I'm not as held-together as I want to, and it would be great to have a big brother to do the growing up the trial-and-error way, and to tell me afterwards what works and what doesn't.

Haha. I love my grandfolks too, of course.

* * *

Hmm. The previous paragraphs were a bit too mushy to my liking. This is the part where my blog turns into a journal, more of a diary. Not a bulletin board of "news" that one reads to get updated on the goings-on. Friends can read my journal, by all means, but those who are looking for newsworthy material please go read the entertainment columns of your favorite newspaper. Or please go find other blogs that thrive on the attention that the general public gives them. Not that that's a bad thing, really; it's just not me.

* * *

Lalalala.. did I just digress? Haha. It's a good day today. Did my Statistics assignment and, among the 6 assignments (each of which counts for 5% of the grade), I felt that I contributed most on this one, the last of the six, in the usual trio discussion Kevin, Diana and I have.

It's a good sign. I'm actually liking my major, Statistics, again. Hmm.. now to persuade myself to like Calculus (or more accurately, for it to like me). :D

Mugging day tomorrow. Time to get some sleep.

I'm still happy.

Weekend Ramblings

Weekend Ramblings

Ah yes it's a glorious sunny weekend in Singapura and I am officially resting. This time I won't feel bad not working because all sorts of physical, mental, emotional activity drained the life out of me the past week. It was supposed to be two weeks after hell week already, but it sure felt like hell week all over again.

Not hell hell week actually. Hmm.. I was just So. Damn. Tired. But I was okay. The happy still-can-make-it kind of tired.

* * *

Monday was ST2137 (Computer Aided Data Analysis) 2nd midterm test day. When asked by a few Pinoys how it went, I said it was OK lor. Karen thought that was a good sign, because my usual post-exam mood of late is one of bitterness and ego-bashing. OK lor. Hope the results turn out well.

It was an open-book test, too. And I think for tests of this kind, what one needs to do is to be sufficiently armed with the right tools. Tools that make sense to the examinee, of course. One has to sharpen these tools, and make them accessible. More tools, the better. Throw away the useless blunt ones.

* * *

Tuesday we had my Managerial Econs group's 2nd case presentation, and we discussed two-part tariffs. It was weird because unlike our previous presentation some weeks back, nobody seemed to step up to the plate and take charge of collating and organizing the Powerpoint, or actually, more of piecing everything together to make the presentation, well, presentable. So I did it over the weekend, squeezing it in between my intensive mugging sessions for ST2137 test on Monday morning. Presentation turned out okay, too. My question was a bit on the tricky side, and I thought my argument, although very sensible and smart, had a resonable amount of BS (dunno how it could be smart and crappy but nobody seemed to question it.. no alternative answer I guess). Our tutor asked about it, he seemed to question some things on how I answered the question, but now I don't think he said it was wrong. He also didn't give any concrete right answer methinks. So it must be right!

* * *

Oh, we finished our Calculus lecture on Tuesday too. Freaked out a bit because, well, it's finally over! No more excuse for Dr Wu to exclude some questions because we haven't discussed them yet. And that effectively means the students are supposed to know everything about Advanced Calculus II/Mathematical Analysis I by now. Gasp. That's a bit scary, if you ask me.

* * *

Tuesday night I thought I could rest, but wooot, Wednesday was Tutorial Day, and I could not afford to screw up in probable presentation in our last tutorial for Calculus, nor in the required group presentation for ST2137 . So yeah I burned the midnight oil working on those. Slept before sunrise though, at 4:30AM! *faints*

So after back-to-back tutorials all morning on Wednesday, then came the tough part, the MAD assignment for St2132 Mathematical Statistics. WAAAAAAAAAAAH. It drove me, Diana and Kevin nuts. Kevin is this nice Year 4 Singaporean guy who's taking the same module Diana and I are taking. We've been working for our past 5 assignments together, but this one was the cruelest assignment yet.

The deadline was at 5pm, and we were mugging like crazy to solve the one number the assignment asked us. It was a two-part thingy, though, and we couldn't overcome the roadblocks. We finally arrived at answer, but it seemed too simple, and thus we couldn't go around finding a "smarter" answer. So we were about to submit at 4:30PM, and then Diana saw this guy who got perfect for the insane midterm test we took 2 weeks back (yeah the one I failed), and after she and Kevin ambushed (yeah that's the right term) him for comsultation while I tidied up my solutions, they headed back to the table and announced that we had to do part B all over, because by some twisted sort of magic, the distribution was supposed to suddenly turn up to be from Chi-Square. I seriously DUNNO how that could happen, but there they were, Diana and Kevin calculating like crazy, only to end up with a roadblock similar to the previous.

I was skeptical about going to the "Chi-Square route" because it basically ended nowhere, but maybe it could grant us partial credit, compared with the "Simple Answer Route", which although simple, it seemed somewhat logical and followed an example in the tutorial, and you can pinpoint an answer.

Anyway, I rushed to write something on the paper, and dropped our papers at Dr Chan's pigeonhole at 5:05PM.

Iris, choir VP, submitted her and her friends' papers after me, and together we rushed to Centre for the Arts for a talk by the new CFA Director at the CFA auditorium. KK, choir president, was kind enough to let us do our assignment, even if the talk was to start at 4PM. Haha, so Iris and I, arriving at 5:15PM just came for the reception. And what yummy reception too.

Then it was back to hall to SLEEP.


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OK, long enough entry. I'll tell you more about Thursday and MOMOMOMOMOMO(!) Friday and today as well sometime else.

Night. :P

Feel-good Points for the Week

Feel-good Points for the Week

Post-Mugging I-finally-get-it! Moments:
+750 Feel-good Points

Screwed-up (read: earth-shattering) Calculus test:
-5000
Feel-good Points


Screwed-up Mathematical Statistics test:
-3000 Feel-good Points
(only because everybody else did relatively bad as well)

Perceived Screwed-up English test:
-1750 Feel-good Points


Actual Not-too-screwed-up English test:
+1000 Feel-good Points


Red Cross Blood Donation After a Year of Waiting:
+500 Feel-good Points


Greeting Ivy a Happy 19th Birthday and Drawing her "Naruto" Eating Champorado:
+500 Feel-good Points


Not going out with Ivy and the rest of the Pinoys for Halloween Night:
-250 Feel-good Points


Not going for Halloween Night because of ST2137 test on Monday:
+250 Feel-good Points (cancels previous!)

Knowing best friend Jacko won the Clash quiz show:
+400 Feel-good Points

Offering and Doing Mugging-mate Diana Some Degree of Favor:
+300 Feel-good Points

TV Show Therapy (includes dosages of The OC, Desperate Housewives, Survivor):
+200 Feel-good Points

Music Therapy (includes superb music CD shared by KR choirmates Wei Ren and James, and finally finding some inspiring song stuck in my head since Czech Republic competition):
+400 Feel-good Points

Exhausting (small group practices!) but Fulfilling NUS Choir Practices:
+400 Feel-good Points (I love you guys!)

Pinoy friends and NUS friends and D-block and KR friends and other friends:
+600 Feel-good Points

_______________________


For a grand total of.. something! It pays to count one's blessings, really.. I feel better already! Haha.

Actually, I'm still reeling from the back-to-back-to-back blows by my screwed-up tests. Especially Calculus and Statistics. But yeah, never mind, must focus on recuperating than wallowing in agony. Besides, there's this new battle again on Monday with my Computer Aided Data Analysis second midterm test, and a case presentation for Managerial Econs class on Tuesday.

Hmm.. I haven't calculated my total feel-good points of the week, but if it's supposed to accurately reflect how I am right now, I'm guessing it should be some negative value. Quite a long way from being positive too. Well, this'll pass.

Besides, I'm gonna call home tomorrow, and see how Dad and Ma and Kai and Lola Neneng and Lola Doding are doing. That should buoy me up for quite a while.

All right now, back to work. And yeah, maybe I should listen to this nice Irish blessing song for the (n+1)th time. Goodnight!

Request Line

Request Line

I ask God for a lot of things. A LOT, really, and He has wisely not granted all of them, lest I be likened to a spoiled little rascal. A few granted wishes here and there, and in retrospection (note the emphasis), it's perfectly fine with me.

I've been asking for less and less things lately, but these involve matters on a larger scale. I fervently pray for them still, and whether they are granted or not won't be known anytime soon.

Today I realized something I want. It's not something grand like "World Peace" or something ambiguous like "Happiness" or something abstract like "Wisdom" (although yeah those would be terrific). On the contrary, it is something that's amazingly simple and although semi-abstract, it's identifiably mundane. Argh, it's so trivial I don't know why I can't achieve it on my own. I know a part of it has to do with me, but I don't know, I guess it's just not in my system.. at least not yet. It would make a world of a difference if I had this small gift, really.

And yep, that's my simple prayer request to God this time.

Oh, let me thank You, by the way, for blessing me more than I recognize.

Articles of Note

Articles of Note

I just wrapped up my article for the Ridge. I hope it gets published! If not, then well, write again next time! Haha.

I rarely check other news sites except INQ7.net and ABS-CBNnews.com, but today was an exception. And then I read this on BBC: Fatboy Slim makes Marcos Musical. Interesting. For a while there, I thought I was still on the (web)pages of the (online) Philippine newspapers. Hmm.. strangeness. Fatboy Slim is one of my favorite artists, because his techno dance tunes are just funky! I still can't reconcile him and a local Pinoy political figure though. Hehe. I dunno if this musical will be something Imelda will cry foul over, like the "Imelda" movie, which was presented to her as a documentary while filming, but turned out to be a feature-length film portraying her in a bad light. God bless you Imelda. All I can say.

Anyway, what's really an interesting read is this article on the Inquirer's Youngblood. It's by my junior in high school and now in Singapore, Carina. Haha congrats congrats! I've always wanted to be on Youngblood! Haha but never got around to writing and emailing them. Hats off to you Ca!

Well, about the content of your article, though, I hope you're much better now! I'm just around of course, and same goes for the rest of the Pinoy group here. Hehe, besides, as you've said, it's been a while since you wrote it, and hopefully since then it's been smooth sailing!

10 Reasons Today Was Great

10 Reasons Today Was Great

Come to think of it, "Great" isn't probably the right term. Perhaps "Yummy" would be more appropriate.

1) Chicken With Mixed Peppers at Swensen's!

KR Choir lunch at Swensen's at Holland Village! Swensen's is this nice ice cream shop/cake shop/cafe/date place with all the yummy sweet food. It was a last minute thing, with Choir Chair James inviting us for lunch only yesterday night. It was even more last-minute for me, as I decided to go only this morning, when I saw that Allen was the only bass to go. Haha. Besides, I needed a break after my crazy week.

My meal, described as "Grilled half chicken smothered with mixed peppers sauce. Served with seasonal vegetable and U.S. potatoes." turned out delicious. Well, except that Huili and Allen, who were seated beside me and ordered related dishes, and I couldn't figure out what this fried squishy potato-like thingy on a tomato slice was. It was yummy, but it wasn't potato or anything we could think of. Haha Allen called it "stuff". It was tasty anyway.

Yummy meal! And it better be! It cost $13.60! Hehe.. now on to the list!

2) Chocolate Peanut Butter
3) Butterscotch
4) Sticky Chewy Chocolate
5) Peach
6) Yummy Raisin (with rum!)
7) Mocha Almond Fudge
8) Cookies and Cream
9) Yam (Ube in Tagalog)
10) Thin Mint (why is it "thin" anyway?)

AHHH... ice cream heaven! Usually $3 each scoop, I got all those scoops for only $1! All of them together only one buck! Haha amazing. James even paid for everyone's ice creams, so I got all of mine for free. Swensen's offered unlimited scoops, but too bad there's a limit one's tummy can handle! I had a tasting of Frosted Chocolate Malt, Pistachio, and still wanted to try the Chocolate Freckles, but I was afraid it was too much chocolate for a day.

My favorites are the Mocha Almond Crunch (ahh.. heavenly), the Sticky Chewy Chocolate (it was as chocolatey as real chocolate.. almost like a cold moist choco bar), Yam (reminded me of Pinas!), Butterscotch (great but a bit too sweet after a while), and surprisingly, Thin Mint (cools off your mouth in a yummy kind of way).

The Yummy Raisin was misleading! I didn't expect it to contain alcohol! It was okay, really, except that I felt the beginnings of a headache after eating it. Maybe not used to my ice cream being spiked! It was not unwelcome, of course. Haha. It threw off-track my master plan of beating (or at least matching) James in the ice cream race though.

James finished with 11 scoops (his max was 14 years ago), while I finished runner-up. Haha. Not bad!

So everybody head off to Swensen's quick! Unlimited ice cream scoops for one dollar with an order of one main course/pasta! Student's discount too on weekday afternoons!

Wah.. I've never had more ice cream in my entire life. And that many flavors too! $13.60 for all that doesn't sound bad. Not bad at all man!

Wah.. I'm officially slightly happier now after my depressing week. Thanks to ice cream sugar rush!

Whisper words of wisdom

Whisper words of wisdom

Ahh yes.. hell week has come. Two killer tests down, one to go, an article due soon, tutorials and readings to dig into, a project looming in the distance. How am I holding up? Hmm.

I'm unwell, really, but what's new. God I dunno what depression wave has hit me that I'm consistently down in the dumps, if not externally, perhaps at least at the back of my head.

Sure I genuinely laugh and talk cock (Singlish for "talk nonsense", "joke around") and enjoy happy conversations with fellow Pinoys and hallmates and first floor neighbors and choirmates and tutorial-mates (I love you all, seriously), but when I think of SUCKY MIDTERM TESTS, especially those just freshly taken, I get that funny familiar feeling.

What's more, whatever emotion is evoked has to be set aside for the moment, as right there waiting is the next test to mug for, the next tutorial to solve, the next lecture to figure out.

What's worse is that, more often than not, these bouts of post-midterm-test blues trigger my other mind monsters that ought to be tucked deep into the subconscious during mugging season. These include the Homesickness (of the mild sort though) Monster, Mr. I'm-not-good-enough and his gang: Mr. What-on-earth-have-I-been-doing-all-this-time, Mr. Maybe-I-can't-even-reach-honours-year, and Mr. Maybe-it's-all-downhill-from-high-school.

Actually, I've not been feeling so low all this week. Over the weekend, I derived some sort of happiness from finally figuring out my Mathematical Statistics and Advanced Calculus. Or at least, from the illusion that I finally figured them out. Thank God for midterm tests that snap us back to reality.

And thank God for the Beatles too. It's strange how I turn to their songs whenever I'm not feeling too good. Try "Hey Jude", "Let It Be" (never mind if "Mother Mary" there was intended by Paul McCartney to mean his biological mom), and "Across the Universe" sometime. Must stop listening to "In My Life" though. You know, the "There are places I remember" song. I can't help but think too much, see.

OK, I feel better now. What's on my plate: an article for the Ridge due Sunday (thank God my editor Asraf extended it), and Linguistics test on Friday.

Let it be, Joseph. Take a sad song and make it better.


P.S.
Kai! You're back in Davao! Hehe, enjoy! Hello to Ma and Dad and Lolas!


Prayer

Prayer

Today let's say a prayer that God would help the poor, the sick, and the dying.

With a few hundred bucks in my bank account, I'm broke. (Ahh yes, but there's the VISA..)

I'm mentally and physically unwell, thanks to intensive mugging sessions for upcoming my Statistics and Calculus tests. I'm emotionally strained as well, as I can't solve some problems and have to scold myself whenever I fall asleep in the library or in bed again.

And "dying"? That's Singlish for suffering of this sort.

In other words, please pray for me.

And the rest of Muggers Inc., i.e. the struggling studious student population. Really, we people who toil this hard for our tests ought to be rewarded.

But alas, the fact of the University is that some people will get rewarded, some will be rewarded more than they deserve, and some will just, well, have to chalk it up to experience, and hope for better things to come.

All the more reason to pray, really.

Muggers Inc. (for real this time)

Muggers Inc. (for real this time)

Hohoho! I'm still alive and awake and up and running! My, that was a *reasonably* longish break from blogging. And I don't think I'll be blogging too much soon! Hah.

I could give a million reasons, but let's just focus on three: (1) killer ST2132 (Mathematical Stats) midterm test on Monday, back-to-back with (2) MA2108 (Advanced Calculus 2) test on Tuesday! Haha that should be enough to drive me insane, but on Friday comes (3) EL1101E (Linguistics) test! Ah.. The joys of school.

EL1101E shouldn't really bother me too much, but after that disappointing Test 1, and my tutor Ms Wee's announcement to the entire tutorial group that the 30% project we submitted last week, was well, worth worrying about, I guess I shall have to give the module that extra nudge.

Missed NUS choir prac yesterday, but it was okay since it was Culture Night at KR! KRX (drama) came up with a play that incorporated all 6 culture groups Dance, Rockers, Inspire (original music), Acappella, KRX itself, and Choir.

We sang "The Gift to be Simple" in the wedding scene, towards the end of the show, as the bride marched with her Dad. For the wedding recessional (and the curtain call that followed), we sang "Seasons Of Love" (which I suggested to them nyahaha). Haha, my basses were good.. love you guys! It could've been a bit better, really, but we showed remarkable progress people, and we sounded good! Hehe.

Seasons of Love is such a nice song, can I just say. I can't wait for the movie version of the musical Rent to be shown! Watch the trailer here, and tell me if that doesn't give you that "Awww.." feeling. ;)

There's this thingy about choir songs, though, that's well, strange. The Gift to be Simple was supposedly a simple song, but took the choir a number of sessions and whackings before we got it right. Seasons of love is a pop song (check out Paolo Santos and Stevie Wonder and the musical versions), which bam, we got in 5 minutes. We just had to listen to the mp3 and then that's it. The choir version wasn't really choir-y, since for the most part, everyone was singing the same thing. And we only sang the first part anyway, and repeated it twice (for the curtain call). Strangely enough, when I asked some of the audience about what they thought of the performance, they always say the second song was nice. Haha. It's always like that, the pop songs seem to be better appreciated. ;) And of course, how could i forget the applause for the "I'll Be There" during NUS Choir's Varsity Voices concert in February?

Hehe. Interesting.

Alrighty, time to figure out how to relate E(X-Y) with the covariance in a multinomial distribution. Statistics rocks. Sometimes.

Let's go Muggers Inc.

Moments

Moments

Nah, this is not gonna be as sappy as the title sounds. It's actually quite dorky actually, as I can quite associate it with the parameter estimations we do in my Mathematical Statistics module. It's about finding an estimate for the unknown parameter theta using Method of Moments or Maximum Likelihood (I told you it's dorky). Anyway, I never really liked "moments", and the part that I usually just gloss over (because it's too complex for me) is that one about moment-generating functions.

Here goes the semi-sappy part. I've actually been thinking about moments, the non-statistics-related kind. I dunno, maybe it's this sudden surge of emotional activity among the people in the little sphere of people I interact with.

My new friend and fellow basso Joel had a kick-ass birthday celebration for his 19th birthday, with his mom planning the surprise party with his JC-mates on Saturday, and we sang for him (and forced him to sing solo) during choir time. His post in the forum? "I feel loved." Karen is crankier and weird and less "normal" than usual, for some reason. Must be the stress piling up? And yeah, thanks to you for introducing me to "Scrubs"! Scrubs is this comedy TV series about a guy and his life right after finishing med school. I thought it wasn't too appealing at first, because the comedy was a bit, well, too forward, and ugh, hospital environment! After a while, I realized it was cooool and nice and I think I'm gonna get hooked. This guy JD is the lead character, and walau, I think Karen knows I'm a sucker for characters that resemble the nice funny sensitive witty guy (others in this group include The OC's Seth).

Also, my good friend Jacques is undergoing stressful times I hear. He's a senior in my high school, and he's disappointed about screwing up some extempo speech thingy, not getting into the press conference (student journalist competition), and about not getting enough funds to finance a debate competition(that he successfully qualified for) in faraway Manila. All the best to you Jacko. My sister Kai is, well, coping, and I hope you're okay there! :D Kerwin is also not feeling too super lately I read (from his blog), but yeah, hopefully the new and must-watch Family Edition of The Amazing Race (I'm sad that the likable Blacks were eliminated this early), hopefully will buoy his spirits. Mike, who's working in Cebu, got some sort of big break I hear, and he's all giddy about it. Woohoo, congrats.

Carina and Myriel, my two juniors in KR, are also not very well right now too. I hope you both feel better! And Myriel, haha, don't go to Sentosa alone okay? Hehe. But really, it's a bit more serious than I thought, but I'm glad to dispense whatever advice I can give based on my own meandering experience here in Singapore.

This thing about moments amazes me, too, no end. Sometimes, you just need one magical moment to spark something up--a friendship, a dispute, a shouting match, a romance. It has to do with being at the right place at the right time too.. and I guess that's all the more reason to believe in what hopeless romantics call fate or destiny or what the vocal faithful call God's will.

Yeah, sometimes I think of the friends never would've gained if it wasn't for some random yet significant moment--like being in a waiting room of some administrator's office, like turning up for dinner at some precise time, like standing near the person in some big post-mooncake festival gathering, like getting some answer wrong in a tutorial presentation, and some random person simply stepping up to save your ass.

Unfortunately, these magical moments are so heavily disguised that not everyone can notice them. Sometimes, too, they are instantaneous moments that burn up easily, that before they could grow into something of reasonable duration, just vanish.

Thank God for these special moments. We have to watch out for them carefully, as they are lavishly spread out, and we only just need to keep a watchful eye and a listening ear.

It would be great to have some sort of Real-Life Moment-Generating Function though; just plot in the value, and you can derive the first-order, second-order, and higher-order moments.

Come to think of it, life's already like that. We make our own moments; we just have to plot in the right values.

Muggers Inc.

Muggers Inc.

Let me say how disgusted I am with myself for falling prey to distractions like MSN and Internet and TV and the comforts of the bed.

Because of my stupidity, I have failed (on two occasions) to pass Dad's stylus pen for his IPAQ to Ivy so her mom can bring it to Davao (and consequently my Dad will have to continue to make do with a paper clip or, gasp, a pencil), and more importantly, I have failed to work on the English project and a host of other requirements, and to MUG in general.

Sigh. Time to turn this blog to Muggers Inc. It'll require less postings, and those only of the dorkiest kind.

Nah, but you get the drift. Mugging is fun.

With mine

With mine

For someone who's been tagged as the grammar police by some, I am disgusted with myself for screwing up my EL1101E midterm test. It's just linguistics, and I should know fffing better. The answer key has just been posted, and I have a feeling things aren't going in the right direction.

Next time I'll make sure I get enough sleep.

But really, does "with mine" sound correct to you? "With my friend" -> "with mine"? Ugh. I strongly disagreed with "with mine" because it sounds very off to me, but now that it's confirmed that such phrase is correct, my whole argument about something about word classes breaks down. Google tells me that even Bob Dylan has a song "I'll Keep It With Mine". Watda.

Sigh. It's even suckier to realize on one's own that with mine could very well be correct. Think "friend"="dog". I dunno, maybe the problem with me is that I am distracted by the fact that one can't really "own" a friend and call him/her "yours" or "mine". No, come to think of it, it's because "with my friend" is for me, better translated as "with her/him".

Anyway, so I've figured it out. Two dogs are before you, one is your dog and the other is your cousin's.Playtime comes, and it's ffing mandatory to indulge in canine-human activity. So, shall I play with mine or with my cousin's?

Blurgh. I myself just proved myself wrong.

I myself (intensive pronoun) just proved myself (reflexive pronoun) wrong. Haha. I am such a grammar dork.

Why I didn't flick on that lightbulb switch during the test last week still befuddles me. Perhaps I've been short-circuiting myself. In more ways than one. For much longer than I should.
September

I sit in my chair here in my room and stare at my calendar. I am, again, like so many times before, swamped.

Sometimes I wish there was more of me to go around: someone to do read up on my intensive Statistics lessons, someone to read up on Calculus, someone to do my stuff for the English group project, someone to go to CFA (for a good two hours) and photocopy hundreds of pages of scores for the Choir, someone to be Bass SL for KR Choir and fix the pitching and timing of the rest of the bassos.

And it's supposed to be mid-term break.

Anyway, it's supposed to be a happy September because, well, it's unofficially Christmas season already in the Philippines, and the going-home part will be soon! But yeah, before the going-home comes the crazy-mugging and taking-tests-and-exams part, so it's... well, like that lor. Sigh.

In other news, I got Dad his stylus already! He lost the stylus for his PDA, so finally I found a replacement. Our Managerial Econs homework is spankin' good! Great teammates I have. There's considerable progress in my Linguistics group project, and yep it's looking very nice. Ivy's Mom and a few relatives are here, and since they'll mostly be eating out, she gave me her other matric card for hall meals! Coolness.. double the food, double the fun (or fat)!

There's this thought hovering in my head actually. Something's got to give. I know I have to give up something soon.. by next sem or next year maybe? My plans of taking two minors (in Business and English Studies) is rather ambitious to the point of well, suicide, but I know it can be done. Then again, I hadn't anticipated ST2132 to be too much of a killer too.. what more the higher-level modules?

Anyway, I'm glad I'm still alive and awake and up and running. I am a happy guy, I like to think, and as long as I have good friends and a lurrrving family, I can't ask for much else. And oh yeah, thanks to Ferron and Nestor for the nice shirt they bought me from Thailand! Nice! Now to corner Karen and ask what treats she brought me from Indonesia haha..

OK, back to dork mode. Maybe I should follow Nirorn who has made a home out of the Hon Sui Sen Library, or Korinna to Nerdsville.

Studying is fun. Studying is fun. Studying is fun. Hopefully if we say it long enough, it will be true. But really, studying is fun.

Don't Look Back in Anger

Don't Look Back in Anger

Ahh it's a nice Sunday in Singapore, and especially because the NUS VPN connection is finally up! That means I can surf the internet again. Yesterday afternoon and last night it was down, and all i had access to was the IVLE (the Student Workspace essentially), and NUS sites (email excluded), and surprisingly Yahoo Messenger. And nothing else! I was almost tempted to clean my room (again) and study. Hehe.

* * *

I must comment on my eventful Thursday night, as it was a confrontation session I've never had (with a Singaporean at least). The first time I was fuming mad, and in front of people I respect and work with (thank God it was just the few members of the EXCO.. although I think a few choir members who were slow to leave Function Room 5 caught my preliminary mini-outburst). I don't know how many from the Choir read this space (maybe I should remove the link to this blog in the choir forum), but in the end, although I still feel I had every reason to justify my outburst ("paroxysm" as my new fellow basso Joel tells me.. thanks btw), I eventually think I ended up being the "sorer" one. I think I just blew away what dignity I had, by appearing like a whiney and reactive and insecure and unprofessional troublemaker. At least that's what I think, although my friends tell me it's okay, it happens, and people still love me just the way I am, and all. Thanks, you all. But yeah, it's a blow to the ego. Self-propelled ego-buster.

I am still disturbed. Because, as far as I was concerned, it was an isolated incident that launched me into this. But no, for this person tells me I have always been working counter to her. What?! Now where did that come from? No justification to support the claim too. I can hardly feel my own self getting a real say in the EXCO stuff, and now this? As far as I'm concerned, I can be substituted for a photocopier, and perhaps a messenger with an IQ of 80.

Last thing: mean what you say. Don't apologize if you don't mean it. An apology that comes only because it seems like the natural and expected thing to do is worthless. And if you aren't open to being at least a notch higher than civil the next occasion we meet, forget it.

* * *

Thanks for all the concern everybody. My dad says anger clouds judgment, and yeah that's true. I'll also try to be less reactive next time. But just don't send me inflammatory SMSes that hit below the belt. SMS miscommunication may have been a factor, yes, partly, but since you brought up that bit about me "always being" against you, now I can see this goes much deeper than it seems.

Okay, I'm letting this issue drop. Don't look back in anger, goes the Oasis song. It's just people, and this happens when work has to be done and there are too many supposedly "in-charge".

Be who you are and say what you feel; those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Thanks, Dr Seuss.

@#$%#$%*!

@#$%#$%*!

It's not ffffing fun anymore. You, you should get your act together and not make me feel fucking useless. I know my job scope, you know, so stop blurring the edges because here I take control. And don't give me this don't-tell-me-what-i-should-or-shouldn't-do-because-my-own-father-doesn't-do-that crap. That's a low blow, and I'll make sure I speak my mind to you tonight, since you're not open to discussing whatever SMS miscommunication problems nor answering any of my well-intentioned questions.

Now to print my notes, skip a learning strategies seminar and get mugging for my linguistics test tomorrow. I am royally pissed.

Breathe in Jose. Now breathe the fuck out. And no I shall not apologize for any vulgarity in this post.

Peace of mind

Peace of mind

It's amazing what a good afternoon nap can do. And a good supper too after a good sectional session with the basses of KR Choir. And that after a productive time at my EL1101E tutorial and BSP1005 case discussion tutorial (yeah Team Vernon Smith rocks!).

Lots coming up next week, and I'm really swamped, but I think I've managed to condition myself to well, delay worrying about them, and relax once in a while.

I've got up-to-date information about the grisly chop-chop murder of a Filipina maid by a Filipina maid here in Singapore, and still I cringe whenever I read about it, but yeah, happy thoughts happy thoughts.

Speaking of happy thoughts, sometimes I just think of Czech Republic.


And yep, that's my current wallpaper too. I wanna go to Europe again! And this time, definitely with a Schengen Visa. Hahaha. Those who know me would remember my brush with the Italian Embassy, but yeah that's over, and that doesn't make me like Europe less.

Oh yeah, belated happy birthday to one of my closest friends, Jacques. This guy's terrific, really, and he's the closest thing I have to a little bro. Happy 16th birthday again, Jacko, and I hope you settle all the issues you're currently dealing with. All my good vibes too you.

Coolness.. Emoticons in my blog! Now on to my ST2137 programming assignment and my Calculus tutorial! Midterm break soon!


Music of the moment: Jack Johnson's Better Together
Currently feeling calm.
Keep it together

A lot of things are threatening to break me apart: dissolve my sanity, try my patience and resolve, test my mental and emotional limits, and push my stamina and strength to the edge.

Thank God for my family, friends, my blog, MSN, the internet, church (happy silver jubilee to the Church of the Holy Cross) and music.

Thanks to Swiss Miss too, this yummy cocoa milk chocolate drink. I hope it has caffeine, as Karen says it does. I've recently (and unknowingly) been a coffee-holic, and I think I'm hooked.

Ahh life is good and I am loved by the people who matter to me. Thanks, you all.

* * *

I don't know why I'm feeling this stressed. Sure I have a test at 8am later, and waking up in time is gonna be a challenge, but hmm.. something tells me my worry-meter is working overtime. Prolly another case of "much ado about nothing".

But then again, I really should feel stressed. I have LOTS up ahead, and I'm barely prepared. Being in the university is a tough job, man.

Alrighty, time to hit the sack. Goodnight world.

All right

All right

Aww.. to get an encouraging email from my mom is one thing, but to get TWO encouraging emails (the second asking me to seek medical help), a message from Dad who even tried to call me (not enough credits right now to answer it sorry) to ask how I am, and some nice comments from sister Kai in a span of two days is a bit strange. Oh no. Is it what I fear it is?

Hehe thanks a lot, you family. :D Big hug! BUT really, I'm okay. Hehe, I'm beginning to think the previous post led you to think I was severely ill or mentally distressed (but actually..haha).

Anyway, I thought I'd clear the whole thing before my family shows up at my doorstep to see how I am. But that wouldn't be such a bad idea, would it? XD

Ahh.. turns out this post is also the perfect excuse to use Blogger's image service. Aha! It actually works quite nicely. Hmm.. is this gonna give my usual provider Photobucket a run for its money? Then again, what usual provider? Hehe yep the posts have been devoid of photos for the longest time, but still, the design and all the nice-looking stuff are still powered by Photobucket. :)

This photo of the four of us was taken (using the now-spoilt webcam) more than two years ago, before I ever set foot on Singapore soil (or pavement, for that matter). Nice! Next time I'll upload more photos (oh yeah including those from Czech!) to make this a more visually-friendly blog.

Thanks again Ma, Dad and Kai. Miss you all.

Chest Pains

Chest Pains

Don't worry, Ma, I'm okay.:D Physically at least.

Lately my chest pains have been more and more frequent. They usually occur during lectures and tutorials.

Dr Lim of my Mathematical Statistics class, for example, goes on and on with his lecture, and, as I scribble down his complex and rather abstract derivations of statistical distributions, I feel a tightening in my chest. He later hands out a take-home assignment due on Wednesday, and as I stare at the paper, I realize I am stumped.. and there go the chest pains again. Dr Wu of my Advanced Calculus class and his French teaching assistant Jelena give me a similar sensation, especially when they say, in both the lecture and tutorial, very easy.. very basic elementary stuff. Dr Biman of my Computer Aided Data Analysis class requires us to learn two statistical softwares, SAS and R, and once remarked to the class (who mistakenly thought we were to do the tutorial in class and not beforehand), How can you do the difficult stuff if you can't do the simple questions? Again, that funny feeling.

I am so behind already. Lord please give me the strength and patience and perseverance to plow through the notes and readings I am supposed to clear.

God helps those who help themselves.


Stressful times.

But come on, you kick ass, Joseph. So stop whining and continue mugging.

Yeah.

Now hopefully my handphone wakes me up on time tomorrow.. so I can catch my Managerial Econs groupmates at Far East Plaza at 10AM for case discussion..

:S

Lalala

Lalala

I wanted to post this entry, however blah it is, sooner, if only to get rid of that blah-er post from being the banner post of sorts. Then again, this is another of those blah posts, so yeah, nothing too groundbreaking has happened lately.

Ooh.. but actually there is something blogworthy. And that is the prospect of having my first job ever! Nestor had kindly referred me to this professor teaching Professional Communication from the English Language department, Dr. Sadorra, and I met up with her yesterday afternoon. Tada! An offer to become a student assistant. Basically we'll just have to go for her classes and observe her students while they examine cases related to the workplace, and how they come up with some written response to their boss or colleague or whoever, before the studes actually proceed to the writing activity. It's not an amazing super job, but it sounds good to me actually. Plus, the classes might be in the global classroom, a place I've never been into before, but it promises to be cool, since it's going to have sound recorders and video cameras all over the place. Dr. Sadorra apparently believes in pushing her subject to the next level, as she really wants a detailed documentation of how the students do their tasks, even their facial expressions and the flow of their discussion, as she seeks to deviate from the usual imagine-you-were-a-boss kind of individual tasks. And oh yeah, Dr. Sadorra is a Filipino as well. Let's see how my job (if it pushes through at all) goes in a few weeks.

In other news, two of my very dear friends aren't feeling too good lately. Hope you both are better now, Jack and Dea. I wish I could do something.

Back in Kent Ridge Hall in Singapore, it's Kevin My Neighbor's birthday today! Happy happy birthday! Seriously, he's one of the nicest guys around, very pleasant and cool. And he does rock climbing! The new head of the NUS Climbing team for this schoolyear in fact. And aww.. Grace threw him a good party at midnight awhile ago. Such a cute couple! Thanks for the yummy chocolate cake (tasted like chocolate ice cream cake!) and the pizza! And cool, for the first time in all my take-out pizza history in Singapore, it wasn't Canadian pizza! But Pizza Hut! Hehe. Well, not that Canadian pizza is bad (I love it in fact), but yeah, here's something new! (Well, only because Canadian pizza wasn't available too, I learned.. haha) It was a small party with close friends and neighbors (first-floor guys), and it was one big laughtrip.

Oh yeah, Kent Ridge Road Race yesterday! I joined last year, and seriously, it was the most exhausting time of my entire life. :D Physically, at least. The route is from the SRC carpark, down the slope of Clementi road, back towards SDE, up the slope passing the Central Library and Yusof Ishak House, and back to the carpark. A good 2.2K too. Last year, I stupidly exhausted all my energy in the downward part, and when it came to the steep upward slope, I thought I was gonna pass out and die. But yeah, I managed to keep a, well, fairly decent (in terms of my physical fitness status) rank. Anyway, this year I didn't run as I had a long day and I came from Clementi to buy a Statistics book. I decided to drop by the race at 6:30PM to cheer them on and help out the Sports Management Unit. Coolness, D block won BOTH guys and girls category! Woohooo go D-block! That, considering many of last year's fastest runners were not present. This new guy ZR (I can't make out his Chinese name), set a new record for KR ever, finishing the course in about 7 minutes. To finish it in 9 minutes is already amazlingly fast already, and this guy was supposedly sick yesterday! Many of the Top 11 slots were from D-block too, including 2nd and 3rd places grabbed by Nepalese brothers Nara and Block Head Basu. Cool cool.

Back to my favorite subject (me of course), I'm tired already from schoolwork, and I'm getting lost in lectures and tutorials already. Time to switch on Dork mode!

Really, this time I mean it. :)



Music of the moment: Texas' When We Are Together
Currently feeling high on coffee.

Hmm.

HMM.

Today was a strange day. I thought it was strange in a good way, since it was a surprisingly good day to accidentally meet up with random friends. Really, I was like, hey!, hello!, how are ya!, hey you!, and on the receiving end of the same as I was walking to and from class, in the corridors, in the bus, at the bus stop, at the canteen. It's great to meet old and new friends around, really, and unexpectedly too, so that's always a nice treat. For a while there I began to wonder if this was a divine sign that indicated something. Something good to perk up my spirits for the strangeness of the day apparently.

It became stranger as the day progressed, me being stressed and sleep-deprived, getting lost in lectures, skipping dinner and consequently getting irritable in choir, and suddenly realizing I have killer tutorials the next day and a take-home calculus exam that I couldn't solve.

But yeah it was okay. I guess.

At around 11PM, after my Indonesian friend Johni (formerly from KR and now with NUS Choir) gave me a calculus crash course, I went back to hall from PGP, ready to plop onto the bed to take a small nap before I finish my calculus take-home exam. I decided to surf the net a bit first, and then it hit me.

Yeah, sometimes life sucks, and I can't blame anyone else but me. Don't ask.


Music of the moment: Green Day's Wake Me Up When September Ends
Currently feeling the need to relax and destress.

Too much, too soon

Too much, too soon

OK, so this is quite a happening semester. This early, I'm already busy and loaded! And still I wanna do a bit more! Let's just make sure I don't fall into that spread-self-too-thin trap again ya?

This weekend is blogworthy actually, but I'm just too tired to blog it. And I have 8AM class later too! But yeah, I have to mark them here so that this blog may chronicle (although incompletely, I must stress) the days and months and years of my life.

So it was the Timeless Classics performance. We at NUS Choir performed with GENUS (NUS Guitar Ensemble), NUS Piano Ensemble, NUS Wind Symphony, and NUS Symphony Orchestra. - Details to HOPEFULLY follow -

Afterwards was a small after-party with terrific food including tasty tasty salmon, tarts with cheese and tarts with strawberries and grapes and kiwi, and chocolate eclairs. The most interesting of the free food was the wine! There was yummy red wine and yummier white wine! I downed one red, then one white, and thought, "Cool these are good." I was feeling some sting in the head already, but I found myself drinking yet another glass of red wine, and another of the irresistable yummy white wine afterwards.

For a while I thought wine was okay, since, well, it wasn't beer! If I get tipsy, see, it's almost always on beer. It's not often anyway, because it's only during my few clubbing sessions (really, what's clubbing without some beer). Kurien (or Yi Yong, I can't recall) reminded me of the alcohol percentage in wine, and then I realized that, oh yeah.. this is the faster way to "drunkenhood".

I was feeling good actually, and it's always nice to have wine to celebrate an occasion. We pulled off the Timeless Classics pretty well despite the overwhelming obstacles, and yeah, we were relieved it was finally over. And yeah, happy people just wanna celebrate and have fun. Huai Zhi asked if I was okay, and I told him I needed it anyway. I was feeling some burnout from school and other stuff already, and I needed to relax and destress.

Then I suddenly got a bit tipsy, and suddenly everyone thought I was drunk. I went to great lengths to prove I wasn't, but yeah, I think they didn't believe me. I'm naturally a bit weird sometimes, and I think my weirdness was rather sharpened that night. Hehe. Plus the fact that I was too defensive and out to prove I wasn't drunk probably didn't help.

Some of us went home already, but a good nine of us, the last to leave the yummy foodfest, suddenly decided to go for KTV. Haha karaoke baby! I've NEVER been in any KTV before, although I know for a fact that quite a number of choir people go to KTV places for fun. Walau, and so we dumped our stuff in Iris' room in Raffles Hall, then headed to Marina Square. It was 11:30PM when we arrived at K-Box, and we were singing all the way till closing time at 4AM! Cool, I can now manage to sing in KTV. It's a little known fact that singing alone with the mic scares me. Terrifies me even. :D But yeah, I was singing like I've been doing it all my life. Maybe I'm getting chummy chummy with my choir friends too much! Which is great, really. :D And oh yeah, I realized there are so many nice Chinese songs! I wish I could make sense of it all really, and learn the language. My occasional karaoke partner and fellow basso Yi Yong nearly totally lost his voice afterwards. And oh yeah, it's a bit sad he'll be "taking time off" of choir this year. He doesn't seem to be keen on talking about it, but good luck to him just the same with the Raffles Hall stuff (JCRC I heard).

At 4am, we decided to walk through the Esplanade area and the Merlion and the bayside area towards this big hawker center Lau Pa Sat. There we ate early breakfasts and joked around, while waiting for the morning bus. I reached hall at 7:30AM, took a shower, and plopped on the bed. After two hours I had to wake up to catch the bus for the 10:30 mass. Lunch at KFC, then I went ahead of the Pinoys since I desperately needed sleep.

Exciting Sepak Takraw match in the evening, and the first KR Choir meeting tonight at 9PM. Good stuff, although now it's past 1:30AM, and I have an 8AM class tomorrow!

It would be nice to drink more white wine though. Darn, come to think of it, it's embarrassing to be tipsy and *appear* drunk after only 4 wineglasses! Haha, I guess Kurien's not a good benchmark for drunkenness since I'll always pale in comparison. Hehe.

Hope I'm not late for class later! And dammit, I thought this shouldn't be a long entry!

Little Things

Little Things

Oh, it's just the little, homey things,
The unobtrusive, friendly things,
The won't-you-let-me-help-you things
That make our pathway light.
And it's just the jolly, joking things,
The laugh-with-me-it's-funny things,
The never-mind-the-trouble things
That make our world seem bright.

For all the countless, famous things,
The wondrous, record-breaking things,
Those never-can-be-equalled things
That all the papers cite,
Can't match the little human things,
The just-because-I-like-you things,
Those oh-it's-simply-nothing things,
That make us happy quite.

So here's to all the little things,
The everyday-encountered things,
The smile-and-face-your-trouble things,
"Trust God to put it right."
The done-and-then-forgotten things,
The can't-you-see-I-love-you! things,
The hearty I-am-with-you! things
That make life worth the fight.

-
Grace Haines


I've posted this poem here a long time ago, but since it's one of my favorites I'll post it again. And perhaps yet again if I feel like it. :)

Never fails to make me smile. Like little things, really. It does not take much to make me happy. (It does not take much to sadden me too, but that's beside the point. :D )

Special thanks to my NUS Choirmates. Haha, FRIENDS I mean. I'll expound on that later. Luv ya people.


Found

Found

Lost handphone found! Thanks to my Calculus 2 lecturer who dropped it at the Maths Department for me to claim. Thanks to the two mystery girls who gave it to the lecturer as well. And Grace my D-blockmate, who relayed the message to me as I borrowed her phone to call mine. Thank you Lord, of course.

Cool, I must've just missed finding the phone the day I lost it. Mike, Diana and I were just some 10 steps outside the LT, headed for the canteen, when I doubled back to search my seat and the table for the phone. Nothing. I saw the Dr Wu fixing up his transparencies and paraphernalia, but I didn't think it was with him, as I also entertained the possibility of me stupidly leaving the phone in my own room.

Ah.. life is good. Hui Yin, the choir sec and a Singaporean, told me I was very lucky my phone was returned. Then again, I thought that had this been the Philippines, the probability of my phone being returned would be, well, close to nil. Then again, I just may be biased. But my wallet was once returned by a Singaporean taxi driver who asked for totally nothing in return for the hassle of driving over to NUS, and Jeunesse's handphone was recently returned after a week. Then again, Nestor lost his phone too and never got it back, so did Ivy and Dustin, and oh yes, how could I forget losing my other wallet the other year?

Well, maybe these are isolated cases. Or well, sample size is not large enough to yield statistically significant conclusions about lost-and-found cases here and back home in the Philippines. Just the same, I'm glad good guys still exist, and a good number of people still do the right thing.

Now the right thing to do is to do my killer Statistics tutorial and clean up my room and sleep early! And I intend to do just that.

Closer

Closer

It's always that way, really. There are things we cannot get, things we cannot get into, things we just lose. Whether one loses his phone with two SIM cards (one of which has five years' worth of contacts), or he screws up his second a cappella audition in two years, or he just feels a bit sad about his overall personal affairs (mental health included), the same thing happens. We hang on to what we do have, this time a little bit tighter, and hold it just a bit closer.

Random Thoughts

Random Thoughts

* I just came from NUS Choir Camp at the Pasir Ris Holiday Flats. We're very sorry to all freshmen because the weather was a bit unfriendly (sunny enough to let us set up the stations and materials for the beach games and telematch, then it rains heavily 20 seconds into the game, it continues until we decided to cancel, then after a few hours it stops for us to reset-up everything and push through but cancel one game everyone prepared long and hard for), BUT I'm absolutely thrilled to have this new batch. You guys and girls rock! And the seniors.. I love you all! Hehe. It was great to play lots of party games, joke around, watch movies, intellectual games ala Bridge and Dai Di and Hearts (finally I can play the game on the computer!), and, you know, just talking and laughing (and impromptu singing too!). I lost a lot of sleep and energy (barely slept both nights), but I'm not complaining. Not at all. :) NUS Choir rocks.

* The camp's timing was perfect, as I had a totally sucky Friday. Having gone for Block Supper (very fun though I must say.. Go D-block!), I woke up at 8AM, missing precious minutes of the module I had sworn never to be late for EL1101E. LT11 was packed, and the unlucky ones had to make do with sitting on the floor. Strange, I thought NUS has a lot of money. The least the school could do is to at least cap the number of students who can take the module, so that nobody will have to sit anywhere else aside from the comfy chairs.

After MA2108 Mathematical Analysis with Diana and Mike and as we were heding off to Engin for lunch, I learned from Arthur that I had just missed the online Add/Drop/Swap of tutorials, since it was done 2300-0900 just hours ago (CORS people cut the sked and made it available at that ungodly period). OK, so it may have been my fault too, but since CORS screwed up and extended tutorial registration Round 1A and 1B, shouldn't the they also extend and not cut by 7 hours the add/drop/swap period? (original sked was 18/8 1600 - 19/8 0800) Anyway, out of 5 modules, I had a grand total of ONE tutorial allocated to me via CORS. And thus, the horror of manual registration I had to face.

Well, it wasn't exactly horrible, but it just upset me to just suddenly be faced with the task of going through three faculties (Arts, Bizad and Science) and go to four departments (Maths, Stats & Applied Probability, English Language & Lit, Business Policy) and figure out my schedule such that I finally get ANY tutorial slot. I was disappointed too that I had to back out of my intended plan of going to the holiday flats for choir camp earlier at around 4PM, to help Welfare Sec Janice with the preparation. Anyway, after two nice lecturers, one annoyed lady at Bizad Dean's Office, one lecturer who was so engrossed with chatting away with his Indian friend in his room that I couldn't dare to interrupt them by knocking and at least 4 back-and-forth trips around Science area, 2 emails, I finally settled my tutorials. Stressful times, really. But thank God the choir camp was great. Just what I needed, as Karen says. :)

* I've long realized it, but now I am absolutely convinced and determined to *drumroll please* fix my life. It's been a mess for the most part, loosely held together by rough patchwork. You know, one of those things that may seem modestly okay on the outside, but give it a good jab and it falls apart. Maybe I should start with the mess that is my room. Then schoolwork. Then (the most important part) everything else.

And oh yeah, maybe I should post some photos in my blog too! It's getting too full of text.. during the occasional times I get to blog at least. I'll try to blog more often and with less blah and more oomph. Whatever that means. Hehe. Nah, I've done too much self-censoring already to further limit myself. Hehe. On a totally unrelated note, I love you world.

OK this has been too heavy a rambling. Good morning!

Feels Good

Feels Good

Mondays aren't supposed to be this nice to me. But today was terrific. That considering Monday is my busiest day, too. Nothing exceptional or amazing or groundbreaking, really...perhaps just the right dose of companionship and laughter and the always elusive peace of mind .

Thanks to all with whom I made contact --not necessarily physical-- today. I'm buoyed by all your presence, seriously. And thank you to the Master of the Cosmos, who seemed to have set everything in place for me to have a goooood day. (One request from Him, though. Help me with my modules! Thanks!)

The Weekend

The Weekend

Thank God for weekends. Last week was a bumpy kick-off to the semester ahead, and I'm just mighty glad it's over.

Let me see. So I've been through all my new lectures and met my new lecturers, been outbidded over and over for FNA1002, went for Dinner Date with Carina (long story skipped), skipped my third Jam & Hop, unfortunately missed a submission of an article for the Ridge due to time constraints (can't write in 4 busy days), and my choir involvement, both in hall and in NUS, reached new heights. There are more, of course, including the bruises my ego has had to endure, the increased threshold of stress I'm pushing for, and of course, those just very happy and fulfilling moments that make everything else worth it. Yeah, all in a week.

It was after the NUS Choir's practice at grand and empty UCC Hall last night, past 9PM, that I realized something. Yan Ting our Student Conductor was telling the few people involved for the Timeless Classics performance about our upcoming events and practices, when I unknowingly decided to space out. She stopped and asked me, "Are you okay?" Yeah, I was.Just thinking and planning.

I was about to go to Jam & Hop after that, but Mey Ling the new KR Choir Vice-Chair SMSed to say that the seniors were to go for some sort of re-audition tonight with new Chair James. Not a re-audition exactly, but just some sort of voice check. I was glad I came down to the Music Room, and was glad that James, also the ex-KR A cappella Chair, and who auditioned me last year for KR Choir and KR Aca, seemed to noticed the year's improvement. "I see your time with NUS Choir has done your voice good." Or something like that. Thanks.

He said I was fit for Bass 1, but he might probably put me with the Tenors because of lack of manpower. After some piano-playing check, he asked if I'd want to be Tenor SL again. I hesitated, but said it was okay. And then came the question: Are you too busy? Hmm. I know that the bulk of my ECA time is spent with NUS Choir, and he was apparently referring to that. I try to make time for hall and school and NUS ECA's, but I have to admit I'm stretching myself a bit.

I went back to D block, to find Felicia headed for the laundry room. She asked my help on some secret project X, and I was up in her room till 1:30AM, helping her out. Good luck on your project Felicia!

As for me, my project for this weekend is to finally, finally, finally clean up my room.

And oh yeah, happy birthday to one of my favorite people, Kerwin, who's 21 today. Stay profoundly happy, you bastard. :)

Sandwich

Sandwich

That's how I feel right now, really. Sandwiched. Lots of things to do, what with school, hall, choir stuff pulling me in every possible direction, and there's not enough of me to go around. Actually, it's more like being stuck in a tiny elevator with originally deflated balloons, and then bam! Choir Balloon first swells to huge beachball size, and then the Hall Balloon gets inflated, and then, slowly at first and now gathering momentum, the School Balloon gathers in air as if it were given sudden puffs.

It gets claustrophobic, and (as Maroon 5 says, Is there anyone out there 'cause) it's getting harder and harder to breathe.

And I'm sick too. Colds and cough and sore throat. Theoretically this should be my excuse reason for skipping a few choir practices, but nope, Timeless Classics is coming up, and well, I'm not exactly ready.

Sometimes I just wanna take a pin, and burst all these balloons--Choir, Hall, School--so I can just rest and relax and sleep all day. Then again, I know I'll live to regret it if I do so, for these are three things that I've learned to love and be passionate about in my undergrad life.



Music of the Moment: Jason Mraz's Bella Luna
Currently feeling sick.

First Day Funk

First Day Funk

Ahh yes, there is another gap in the flow of events of this blog since Rag Day (pre- and post- too) drained the life out of me and I'm too lazy to blog it anyway, I shall skip the details. Then again, let me just say that the NUS Student Union guys, in-charge of the event, need to seriously consider thinking about the welfare of the students and the performers (including the choir that seemed to stupidly just mouth the words because of the absence of the promised mike), and not just parade around as if they're demigods. KR won most environment-friendly float, a gold award for crossing the $50K mark for Flag Day collections, and some Shield (?) for highest collection among halls. I'd have to say I was blown away by the Sheares Float, and they deserved to win. Science won a lot too with their cute float! But too bad Bizad's funky float, which I liked a lot, didn't get the recognition it deserved.

* * *

First day of class today! First of my second year as an undergrad here at NUS. Well it wasn't as funky as this post's title claims (it's the just the title of a cool back-to-school danceable song made by the Philippines' wackiest band, Parokya ni Edgar), and my in fact started baaad.

Having slept at 2am because I had to print out my notes after a long Sunday (mass, grocery with Karen at IMM, small impromptu "picnic" party at Jeunesse's place with the Pinoys at night, NWC file-making for me too), it required maximal effort to drag me out of bed for my 8am class.

Even if I took the Supplementary bus to Science Fac, the fastest bus from KR, I was still a few minutes for my first class, ST2137 Computer Aided Data Analysis. The lecturer was nice, I saw fellow choir fellas Iris and Tang Qing, but the problem was that I was too exhausted to keep myself up. The Indian lecturer finally announced a break, and I dashed to get myself my exam friend: coffee. And then this bastard with a backpack bumped me as he was paying at the counter, and tada, coffee stains on my new shirt! And worst part is, he didn't even apologise! Sigh.

I grudgingly went back to the lecture theatre for the rest of the lecture. Afterwards at 10AM, I began thinking about what exactly to do in my 2-hour breaks. Because really, if there's a day in the week that's totally screwed schedule-wise, it's Monday. So classes are 8-10AM, break, 12-2PM, break, 4-6PM, short break to rush to hall and grab dinner, then choir practice 6:30-9:30PM. So essentially, Mondays want me to wake up before 8AM, figure out what to do in my two-hour breaks (they're long enough to bore me, and too short to go back to hall and get some sleep), take an either early lunch before 12 or a late lunch after 2, and go for choir practice at night after an already long day.

ANYWAY, I managed to keep my breaks nice and productive today, so that's great. I checked my email and tada, finally after some 12+ weeks of waiting, I now get to borrow The Da Vinci Code for a week (not two weeks since it's still there's a long queue of borrowers still). Finally I get to read the book in print, and not the electronic version. I bid for CORS, but nah, the rest of the school apparently has gazillion points to spare, and I really should delay FNA1002 Financial Accounting next sem.

After an unplanned lunch with fellow D-blocker Allen, I went to Bizad at 12 to take my first Bizad module, BSP1005 Managerial Econs. I'm taking it with Gail and Oliver, a new guy from Ateneo HS, and quite a number of KR people I didn't expect to find. Boon Sern, and my fellow D-blocker Dominic and some other guy. The Korean lecturer had an American accent, and he emphasized that he will teach a different econs from the usual econs, since this is from a business manager's perspective. He was okay, although, well, he could do better by picking up the pace a teeny bit.

Oliver and I sat down for 20 minutes in The Module I Can't Get FNA1002, and walau, the LT was overflowing. I didn't realize it was such a hot module, and even non-Bizad people were bidding for it. I saw D-Block Head Basu, who's from Engin, and he told me he bid 2000 points for the module. Good for him. The lecturer was in coat and tie, apparently because he seemed to look like an undergrad in any other usual clothing. He's got a PhD now, see, so I guess he had to look the part. In fairness to him, he appeared to work a lot on his Powerpoint presentation, and he appeared to be witty and funny and smart. Janice from Choir, my fellow Biz minor stude, is very glad she's in his class.

I went back to Hall to rest a bit, and to kill the 1 hour+ break, I decided to continue reading Da Vinci. I caught the slowest bus in NUS (that's A2 in the afternoon for you), and thus I was late for 15 minutes for my class in Science. But when I reached the LT, surprise surprise Diana and my classmates were moving out already. Apparently the lecturer is quite a man of few words. In fact, the IVLE page, which supposedly contains the syllabus and lecture notes and links and course info was empty as of last night. Well, so much for the rush. Diana was chatting with this guy Kevin, who I had met last sem in my tutorial class. Kevin forgot my name, but I didn't forget his because he saved me from this tutorial question I solved wrongly on the whiteboard, and everybody else was either unwilling or clueless (the former more likely) to help me find what was wrong.

Met Justin in the Science Co-op. Always nice to see old friends. And oh yeah, Zhou Yang too on Sunday night, and Nirorn and Tuk too. Hehe always nice.

Iris and I went to PGP Music Room for the NUS Choir auditions, which were helping to facilitate. Cool, a number of good applicants. And I met Tram an old friend too! Although there was this angmoh (Caucasian) guy who smelled of alcohol, who was accompanying his Indian friend audition. This red-all-over angmoh was talking crap all throughout, telling us he was from Azerbaijan (which we seriously doubt since his first answer was that he was from the moon), asking why PGP has a pond with fish and a water fountain but no swimming pool (Li Yi told him there was one at the SRC, but then no he asked for a sauna), complaining that Singapore is a lousy country which Singaporeans don't really appreciate (to which Li Yi said she doesn't find Singapore lousy at all), and when pressed as to which aspects Singapore was lousy in, he said in fashion of all things. He said that Singapore finds thick-rimmed glasses nice, which to him was very weird. Um, do Singaporeans really? I don't think the think-rimmed glasses fashion is a national phenomenon. He was horsing around the whole time, and when his Indian girl friend was finally finished, we all were relieved it was time for him to leave.

This nice Singaporean guy who was there to accompany his own friend audition had been in the conversation with the angmoh, and commented that the guy was wearing a bad combo of boots and pants, and that the angmoh was in a fashion disaster and thus unfit to comment. Good riddance, Li Yi said.

I went back to hall to take-away my dinner, and was back at PGP for the choir practice for Timeless Classics. It was a good happy one, and when I went back to hall at 10PM, I caught the freshmen practising for their Star to Burst presentation. I joined in and helped them a bit with what little I know, and then proceeded to the lobby to watch another set of freshmen doing a dance number. This year's batch of freshmen are really pretty nice and friendly. I like them a lot. I think I'm feeling more and more comfy in KR now, contrary to what I expected since a lot of my batchmates left KR this year.

Now I blog, tomorrow is National Day, the perfect time to sleep and rest. Finally. Good night and Majulah Singapura!